Each day brings something different and some are better than others. But for now, I will wait. I will be still. I will not rush or force healing, but learn to abide and see how he uses this terrible situation in my life for good.

Nobody can give you an answer or a reason for why you miscarried, gave birth prematurely, or lost a pregnancy.

And it's hard when you know God could intervene and change the circumstances and give you a miracle in your current situation.

Many people have told me that they believe God wanted this baby for himself, but I don’t think that’s the case.

The story behind our first pregnancy and miscarriage.